- skin looked flaky at first but improved throughout the day
- lips felt dry but Chapstick helped
- dry mouth but drank a ton of water
- anxious all day for no reason... But then Lori was let go :( so I wonder if my body sensed that and was just preparing for that. Seriously I can feel when something bad is gonna happen. I'm sure there are others out there like me.
- felt anxious throughout the night and passed out by 11
- Panda helped me with my Oedipus homework. Thanks babe, I love you so fcuking much. Don't know how I'd deal with all of this without you.

So I picked my meds up over lunch. A whopping' $535... At least I have met my drug deductible. Ughhh lol

My skin looks okay right now with one pussy filled one by my chin. Not too bad compared how bad it used to be. Otherwise just some moderate-severe scars on my cheek, left side worse than the right. Skin not so oily today. Theres actually some dry patches, prob from the cold weather.

I felt really crabby the rest of the afternoon but I don't think it was the meds. Just felt really stressed out about my car problems and started over thinking bout finances and moving and school and other crap. Hoping that the Buspar wasn't what caused my angry outburst yesterday cuz since I started the meds last week I've been feeling more calm and stable.